NEVER COULD HAVE MADE IT WITHOUT U!

Its time for me to put my best foot forward and take the next steps that are destined in my life. Life is scary when you dont know what the next step is, but I have always been the one to take risks in my life. When I decided to take those risk, I reach out to two people in particular. Cory Levont Fulton and Lakeisha Shawntail Gillis, in no particular order, Growing up I never had friends, I was always different , I hung with the caucasians till Cory came to me in hign school and said, " You need to experience life, as is!" I have always escaped to the new place in life, mainly to not deal with the old, OUT WITH THE OLD! IN WITH THE NEW!! Shawn has been my BEST FRIEND now for 14 years now, it seems as if GOD put her on this earth particularly for me! the way our paths crossed is very extraordinary and our life together could never be matched by any other phenomenom created on this earth!! Her Swag! Her Swag! Damn I Love Her Swag!! But 1 lesson they have both taught me is: 1)Never Give Up On Yourself! 2) Love is a Journey! 3) Never Get Too Comfortable! 4) Love Yourself 1st 5) Patience is A Virtue!


Cory Levont Fulton aKa Tweety


Lakeisha Shawntail Gillis aKa Shawn

My Heart Skips A Beat!!!

I met the love of my life on November 27, 2004 in Reddick, Florida. We have been together since off and on for 5 years., the love between us never seems to diminsh, If anyhting it lets us know how hard we fight to keep that bond and love strong. His name is Kijofa Teihan Alphonso Kirkland and I love this man! He is the TRUTH and it shall set you free!! I thirst for him every minute of the day and the only thing that will keep me away is death. He has been that sunshine on my cloudy dayz!! Gotta Love that Man!! Im not saying that relationships are perfect, because this relationship has been a test of wills, but I am still where my heart is and I am still giving that effort to make my relationship work. Mainly I am in a place where I am letting my heart speak for my mind, but my mind do play a major part in my LOVE. I am due to Love, but I am not due to Love a Lie!!

1st Year Blogging!!!!!!!!

Well Ive had this blog going for an entire year now, and I know I havent posted that much but It has been a great experience seeing how far along I have come on my blog, It just seems like yesterday I was bringing the Jennifer Hudson news and its like a year already, But I will continue to be real and gutter!! Do you need a Reality Check????????

Miss Lewinski AKA Nicki Minaj

Yeah I told yall I was coming back to give yall a lil bit about Nicki Minaj AKA Miss Lewinski AKA Barbie Bitch! She come from New York, she has that pre Lil Kim before she went commercial appeal to her. She is lyrically the hottest female out in the game right now!!! Im feeling dat "I Get Crazy" with Lil Wayne. I see Weezy is building his empire and he got a tight first string. Look how she bust it open in da picture!!

DRIZZY!!!!!

Man I tell you I have been feeling this artist since I was in rehab!! I Want DA Money!!! Drake is so next year that its ridiculous!! I love this guy and he is giving me lyrical orgasms!! He is stupid on the Mic and his metaphors are crazy!! I see why Lil Wayne signed him to Young Money he is the future of the Label and lets not talk about Ms. Lewinsky!!! Ill come back at yall fo dat!!

Family Ties!!!!

Well I went home to Valdosta, Georgia yesterday. My aunt Brenda Sue is in the hospital and She isnt doing too well. I seen my mom and most of my family and I feel good about my personal relationship with my family, when I got back to Gainesville there was trouble in paradise, Kijofa acting crazy but I was happy with my visit. I spent some quality time with my lil couzins and I had a blast. Shanavier, Danielle, Jaffe J, Sheree and Jamar, Sheree cooked and we drank I had to get on the road and I really didnt want to!!! I love my family to death even in times of sorrow you can alwayz feel the love of family


Jaffe J

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