Happy New Years 2010!!

Well Everybody 2009 is long gone and its time to bring in the big 1-0! Things will be different for the boy this year! I have many plans, dreams and goals to be fulfilled and initiated this year!! You can always make the next year better that the last!! I thank my maker that He allowed me to see another year!! I got a new attitude!!! Thanks for the blessings of 09 and the many blessing i will recieve in 2010!!

High School Crush

Im pretty sure that everyone can relate with me, when I say There was this one person who you just couldnt keep your eyes off of! Well mine name was Calvin Roberts, and when I tell you he was the finest and sexiest thing walking through Valdosta High School walls!!! You couldnt deny the sexy, We would be in the locker room, and he take off dat shirt, all you seen was muscles and Sexiness! They used to Torcher the Freshmans by making them play all the sports against the Seniors and I always tried to team up against Calvin just to feel the touch!! I know it sounds desperate but hell it was high school!!!! Just had to share cause I came across their facebook and I hadnt seen him or a picture since high school, but by the look at this pic, the boi is still sexy as hell!!!

Sometimes it seems that the world around you seems to stand still!!! Regardless of the teachings and the inspirations stand strong to yourself, Regardless of the situations, He said this! She said that!, Just know what you believe in yourself!! Nobody is perfect and perfection is not mathematical!! thats why there are decimals and fractions!!!! Subtract the Haters and Add the Encouragers, Multiply blessings you will Divide the rations!!!! I Love Life and I Thank My Maker!!!!


They Dont Understand Kanye!!! He speaks what on his mind at the moment!! Fuck da Haterzzzzz!!!! Beyonce did have the Best Album Song and Dance of the Year!! Put A Ring On It!!!

Come Back To The Middle!!!!

Sometimes it seems that the world around you seems to stand still!!! Regardless of the teachings and the inspirations stand strong to yourself, Regardless of the situations, He said this! She said that!, Just know what you believe in yourself!! Nobody is perfect and perfection is not mathematical!! thats why there are decimals and fractions!!!! Subtract the Haters and Add the Encouragers, Multiply blessings you will Divide the rations!!!! I Love Life and I Thank My Maker!!!!

Single Again!!!

Well I am once again single!! Me and Kijofa broke up bout two weeks ago, and Im not even hurt or mad! I am ok, just fine and kinda glad to be single!! Its been a rough journey on this rollercoaster and I was ready to get off that ride and try another one! so yes I am back on da prowl and looking for da next!! DO I have any prospects NO! but i know someone will be sent to me!! examples:

Izza Kizza-Ooh La La

This is the MTV world premier video of my Brother Izza Kizza Video Ooh La La- Its crazy yo

Izza Kizza - New Music - More Music Videos

Me and Kizz on the Tour Bus during his tour date in Gainesville, Florida!! We met up at Club Lux! He did a 6 song set and bust the club up with Bump! and Ooh La La!! His hypie Mike is a crunk dude from North Jersey big ups Mike!!! Thats Kizz and A Mike in the Third picture we ate at the Waffle House before he got on the road for his show in Tallahassee. You will be sseing alot more from this Kat!! Big ups to Decon Records! and Alize!

Random Foolishness in November 09

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Now I feel for the girl! I mean Chris tore her ass up!! But what America doesnt want to see is what built up to the blowup and what part Rihanna played in the violence. I believe that she has put her hands on Chris and she is playing the innoncent victim!! I dont agree with what Chris did at all but there is two side to every story!!



Chris Brown Community Service Edition


Well I had been hearing the Rumors all year long and I finally got my evidence. Usher finally left that elderly bitch!! She tried to play like she was gonna die across seas trying to have plastic surgery to look better for him, but dat shit still didnt work!! Its about time, now all he needs to do now is put out another Diamond selling album and tell Ne-yo to suck his dick!!!

NEVER COULD HAVE MADE IT WITHOUT U!

Its time for me to put my best foot forward and take the next steps that are destined in my life. Life is scary when you dont know what the next step is, but I have always been the one to take risks in my life. When I decided to take those risk, I reach out to two people in particular. Cory Levont Fulton and Lakeisha Shawntail Gillis, in no particular order, Growing up I never had friends, I was always different , I hung with the caucasians till Cory came to me in hign school and said, " You need to experience life, as is!" I have always escaped to the new place in life, mainly to not deal with the old, OUT WITH THE OLD! IN WITH THE NEW!! Shawn has been my BEST FRIEND now for 14 years now, it seems as if GOD put her on this earth particularly for me! the way our paths crossed is very extraordinary and our life together could never be matched by any other phenomenom created on this earth!! Her Swag! Her Swag! Damn I Love Her Swag!! But 1 lesson they have both taught me is: 1)Never Give Up On Yourself! 2) Love is a Journey! 3) Never Get Too Comfortable! 4) Love Yourself 1st 5) Patience is A Virtue!


Cory Levont Fulton aKa Tweety


Lakeisha Shawntail Gillis aKa Shawn

My Heart Skips A Beat!!!

I met the love of my life on November 27, 2004 in Reddick, Florida. We have been together since off and on for 5 years., the love between us never seems to diminsh, If anyhting it lets us know how hard we fight to keep that bond and love strong. His name is Kijofa Teihan Alphonso Kirkland and I love this man! He is the TRUTH and it shall set you free!! I thirst for him every minute of the day and the only thing that will keep me away is death. He has been that sunshine on my cloudy dayz!! Gotta Love that Man!! Im not saying that relationships are perfect, because this relationship has been a test of wills, but I am still where my heart is and I am still giving that effort to make my relationship work. Mainly I am in a place where I am letting my heart speak for my mind, but my mind do play a major part in my LOVE. I am due to Love, but I am not due to Love a Lie!!

1st Year Blogging!!!!!!!!

Well Ive had this blog going for an entire year now, and I know I havent posted that much but It has been a great experience seeing how far along I have come on my blog, It just seems like yesterday I was bringing the Jennifer Hudson news and its like a year already, But I will continue to be real and gutter!! Do you need a Reality Check????????

Miss Lewinski AKA Nicki Minaj

Yeah I told yall I was coming back to give yall a lil bit about Nicki Minaj AKA Miss Lewinski AKA Barbie Bitch! She come from New York, she has that pre Lil Kim before she went commercial appeal to her. She is lyrically the hottest female out in the game right now!!! Im feeling dat "I Get Crazy" with Lil Wayne. I see Weezy is building his empire and he got a tight first string. Look how she bust it open in da picture!!

DRIZZY!!!!!

Man I tell you I have been feeling this artist since I was in rehab!! I Want DA Money!!! Drake is so next year that its ridiculous!! I love this guy and he is giving me lyrical orgasms!! He is stupid on the Mic and his metaphors are crazy!! I see why Lil Wayne signed him to Young Money he is the future of the Label and lets not talk about Ms. Lewinsky!!! Ill come back at yall fo dat!!

Family Ties!!!!

Well I went home to Valdosta, Georgia yesterday. My aunt Brenda Sue is in the hospital and She isnt doing too well. I seen my mom and most of my family and I feel good about my personal relationship with my family, when I got back to Gainesville there was trouble in paradise, Kijofa acting crazy but I was happy with my visit. I spent some quality time with my lil couzins and I had a blast. Shanavier, Danielle, Jaffe J, Sheree and Jamar, Sheree cooked and we drank I had to get on the road and I really didnt want to!!! I love my family to death even in times of sorrow you can alwayz feel the love of family


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EXCUSED ABSENCE!!!

Well Yall I know I have been gone for a minute. I had tragedy in my family!! My Aunt was murdered by her boyfriend and I went Ape Shit!! I went bananas and shyt, wanted to kill the world and everything that is in it! I went on a drinking and drug binge that would have ended in my untimely death.. So my family and I decided it was time for me to go to REHAB!!! I learned alot of valuable tools while I was there and I havent taken a drink in the last 83 days, Im coming along, but as far as the other thing I am back in full effect!!!! My Drug of choice was alcohol!!! I am back and I will give yall the story surrounding my aunts murder later!!!

My Brothers B-Day da big 3-0!!

Well Its my oldest brothers 30th birthday and that means I am next in line, Boi sometimes I wonder what happened to the twenties, it seems as if they just flew by like a plane in the sky. My 10 year high school renunion just past a couple of weeks ago and Im like damn! I know one thing this earth and world is not waiting for me or noone else so if you aint got ya shit together by now I think it is time to start!! My brother unfortunately is incarcerated in the Florida Correctional system right now, but I do wanna give him all the birthday shoutouts that are possible. I love my brother to death. And I am my Brothers Keeper!!!! Happy Birthday Cho!!!!!

I LEFT MY HEART IN FT LAUDERDALE

These are photos of my first love: EK he will always have a special place in my heart!! sometimes you just cant shake dem "firsts" off!!! We met in Tallahassee Florida at the Kappa Lua Weekend in 2000, We met, liked each others swag, exchanged numbers, he was from South Florida Im from South Georgia by way of North Florida. We had a wonderful weekend, he offered me to run away with him to Miami,,I declined but it blossomed into a wonderful relationship, that was destroyed by distance- my most evil foe (DISTANCE)! We havent spoken in over 2 years now and I have been thinking bout him lately..................????????