Why Did My Baby Try To Kill Herself?

Fantasia: No I Aint Gonna Beg ya no More!!!! Imma Kill Myself?????? Dat Chick is off Glass! I love Fantasia like I love my grandma biscuits and dis chick out and right tried to off herself!?!?!?! WTF!!! Your album comes out August 24th and you trynna kil yourself about the stress of life! Tasia you have a treasure and gift that is beyond you and what you think is too hard for you to carry on! Ok Im DIGRESSING! Tasia took a combination of sleep aid and asprin and was diagnosed with overdose;-( I cant wait for this album to come out I have been waiting on it for a minute 3 years to be exact! Listen to your own music Tasia and leave dat fleabag to da dogs! But she is finna give me everything I need to live!!! I know this album will be the truth just like the last of her albums!!! Come shut it down Tasia and dont let me down. I wonder how you are feeling about it!

Her second song Thrill Is Gone off f Back to Me Fantasia ft. Cee-Lo is da hardest song I have heard in a minute

THE TRUTH!!!!!

This is Raw Fantasia giving America Hell!!!

Tasa looking good for da GRAMMY'S!!!
I BETCHA HER SHOES OFF!!! GIVING DA BIZNEZZ!

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!

Well It hs been months since my last post! I have been trough the storm and back! I have been back to rehab and back in jail, I've been to hell and back!! Im ready to try this again, but I never would have made it with the help of that man up above!! I moved to Atlanta, back to my home town of Valdosta Georgia and Thomasville Georgia in Cairo Georgia and now Im back in Gainesville Florida!! Money makes the world go around and I am a money nomad no matter how hard it gets for the boy I always end up bouncing back with a lil more wisdom and experience!! I have learned many life lessons these few months!! I've learned the friend creed family creed and relationship creed and I have learn to love myself more than to love others because they are not gonna love me like I can love myself and am loving myself!! Friends want you around when its convenient for them or when they need something that you can provide!! I know that being with someone doesnt mean if you have sex with them then you should be in a relationship with them! Also Vice Versa, jus because your in a relationship with someone doesnt mean that you are obligated to have sex with them! This is MY BODY and I do what I wanna do with it!! Hear is a collage of my last few months

Alachua County Jail for a few Days


BANKHEAD In ATLANTA!!! Chillin in Bankhead Courts also T.I. Club Crucial


MARTA MY MODE OF TRANSPORTATION AND LAWSUIT!!!!



Chillin wit the FRAT!!!!! Alpha Phi Alpha!!!!!! 06!!!!!!





BRANDON!!!!!!!!! BRANDON!!!!!!!! BRANDON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dat Nigga dat Made it OK in da A Fa Me!! Nuff Said!!!!

My First Love!!!

Well since Im posting about all my past relationships, then I gotta put my first love on da record!! WInfrid Matchett! He caught da boi when I was young dumb and full of cum!! but its all gravy now, he taught me the game and what it really means to care and love somebody!! He has been by my side till this day and I appreciate him!!! Plus his swag is impecable and he stays on point!! Right out of high school freshman year in college!!! Damn I remember the days and night!!

Industry Down Low Inside and Out!!

Jim Jones charged with assault for slapping Ne-Yo’s boyfriend
Posted January 5, 2009

Jim Jones threatened to expose the R&B singer’s sexuality.
On Monday Jim Jones spoke with the NYPD about a physical altercation between him and Ne-Yo’s camp that took place on Christmas Eve.
Police found that Jones involvement in the incident warranted a misdemeanor assault charge and a court appearance in February.
Witnesses claim that Jim Jones got into an altercation with the brother of Ty-Ty Smith who is a long-time Jay-Z associate. What many people don’t know is that Ty-Ty’s brother is also the suspected “down-low” lover of Ne-Yo.
One rap industry veteran broke down the situation, “Most of us know how Ne-Yo rolls but we don’t trip cause he’s good people and he makes hits. The problem is Jones threatened to take things public a while ago after some ‘he-say, she-say’ bullshit”.
The beef continued until it boiled over on Christmas Eve at the Louis Vuitton store in NYC. Although the police report has not been released, here are the details as we’ve heard, “Jim Jones started going off on Ty-Ty’s brother, and Ne-Yo tried to break-up the situation and in doing so jumped between them and pushed both guys away. Jones then said, “don’t put yo’ dick sucking hands on me nigga”.
From there, the details get even sketchier but we know a physical altercation occurred. Jones is said to have turned himself in to police because the entire incident was caught on a store security camera and he couldn’t deny his involvement.

Jones has since been mute on the subject saying, “I don’t wanna talk about that,” when asked about the situation by MTV News.”

THEN WE GOT DIS CRAZY FLAMBOYANT QUEEN!


Spectacular From Pretty Ricky, I aint saying that the man gay, but Come On!! Its a lil Too Obvious for this guy!!!!!! All I can do is say Get It Girl!

AND LASTLY THEY ARE IN THE NFL ALSO!!!!!

Our friend Miss Jia has got the messiness meter going berserk this week. It started when she posted a letter on Tuesday from an anonymous jilted gay lover of an unidentified NFL player. The letter went into detail about this long-standing love affair that began before the $20 million contract and ended with attorneys stepping in to make this lover disappear.
Well, honies, the NFL player was identified yesterday as Ovie Mughelli of the Atlanta Falcons.
The lover sent documentation to prove the love affair was legit. And although he claims not to have seen Mughelli since about 2007 when he was left in a diner booth by Mughelli, as Mughelli’s lawyer swooped in with an envelope (probably full of hush money), the hurt feelings still run deep.

The jilted lover asserts he had to be hospitalized with high blood pressure and heart failure following the incident due to the stress of it all. smh.

Mughelli now you know you’re wrong. Hell truly hath no fury like a lady scorned.

Happy New Years 2010!!

Well Everybody 2009 is long gone and its time to bring in the big 1-0! Things will be different for the boy this year! I have many plans, dreams and goals to be fulfilled and initiated this year!! You can always make the next year better that the last!! I thank my maker that He allowed me to see another year!! I got a new attitude!!! Thanks for the blessings of 09 and the many blessing i will recieve in 2010!!

High School Crush

Im pretty sure that everyone can relate with me, when I say There was this one person who you just couldnt keep your eyes off of! Well mine name was Calvin Roberts, and when I tell you he was the finest and sexiest thing walking through Valdosta High School walls!!! You couldnt deny the sexy, We would be in the locker room, and he take off dat shirt, all you seen was muscles and Sexiness! They used to Torcher the Freshmans by making them play all the sports against the Seniors and I always tried to team up against Calvin just to feel the touch!! I know it sounds desperate but hell it was high school!!!! Just had to share cause I came across their facebook and I hadnt seen him or a picture since high school, but by the look at this pic, the boi is still sexy as hell!!!

Sometimes it seems that the world around you seems to stand still!!! Regardless of the teachings and the inspirations stand strong to yourself, Regardless of the situations, He said this! She said that!, Just know what you believe in yourself!! Nobody is perfect and perfection is not mathematical!! thats why there are decimals and fractions!!!! Subtract the Haters and Add the Encouragers, Multiply blessings you will Divide the rations!!!! I Love Life and I Thank My Maker!!!!


They Dont Understand Kanye!!! He speaks what on his mind at the moment!! Fuck da Haterzzzzz!!!! Beyonce did have the Best Album Song and Dance of the Year!! Put A Ring On It!!!

Come Back To The Middle!!!!

Sometimes it seems that the world around you seems to stand still!!! Regardless of the teachings and the inspirations stand strong to yourself, Regardless of the situations, He said this! She said that!, Just know what you believe in yourself!! Nobody is perfect and perfection is not mathematical!! thats why there are decimals and fractions!!!! Subtract the Haters and Add the Encouragers, Multiply blessings you will Divide the rations!!!! I Love Life and I Thank My Maker!!!!

Single Again!!!

Well I am once again single!! Me and Kijofa broke up bout two weeks ago, and Im not even hurt or mad! I am ok, just fine and kinda glad to be single!! Its been a rough journey on this rollercoaster and I was ready to get off that ride and try another one! so yes I am back on da prowl and looking for da next!! DO I have any prospects NO! but i know someone will be sent to me!! examples:

Izza Kizza-Ooh La La

This is the MTV world premier video of my Brother Izza Kizza Video Ooh La La- Its crazy yo

Izza Kizza - New Music - More Music Videos

Me and Kizz on the Tour Bus during his tour date in Gainesville, Florida!! We met up at Club Lux! He did a 6 song set and bust the club up with Bump! and Ooh La La!! His hypie Mike is a crunk dude from North Jersey big ups Mike!!! Thats Kizz and A Mike in the Third picture we ate at the Waffle House before he got on the road for his show in Tallahassee. You will be sseing alot more from this Kat!! Big ups to Decon Records! and Alize!

Random Foolishness in November 09

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Now I feel for the girl! I mean Chris tore her ass up!! But what America doesnt want to see is what built up to the blowup and what part Rihanna played in the violence. I believe that she has put her hands on Chris and she is playing the innoncent victim!! I dont agree with what Chris did at all but there is two side to every story!!



Chris Brown Community Service Edition


Well I had been hearing the Rumors all year long and I finally got my evidence. Usher finally left that elderly bitch!! She tried to play like she was gonna die across seas trying to have plastic surgery to look better for him, but dat shit still didnt work!! Its about time, now all he needs to do now is put out another Diamond selling album and tell Ne-yo to suck his dick!!!

NEVER COULD HAVE MADE IT WITHOUT U!

Its time for me to put my best foot forward and take the next steps that are destined in my life. Life is scary when you dont know what the next step is, but I have always been the one to take risks in my life. When I decided to take those risk, I reach out to two people in particular. Cory Levont Fulton and Lakeisha Shawntail Gillis, in no particular order, Growing up I never had friends, I was always different , I hung with the caucasians till Cory came to me in hign school and said, " You need to experience life, as is!" I have always escaped to the new place in life, mainly to not deal with the old, OUT WITH THE OLD! IN WITH THE NEW!! Shawn has been my BEST FRIEND now for 14 years now, it seems as if GOD put her on this earth particularly for me! the way our paths crossed is very extraordinary and our life together could never be matched by any other phenomenom created on this earth!! Her Swag! Her Swag! Damn I Love Her Swag!! But 1 lesson they have both taught me is: 1)Never Give Up On Yourself! 2) Love is a Journey! 3) Never Get Too Comfortable! 4) Love Yourself 1st 5) Patience is A Virtue!


Cory Levont Fulton aKa Tweety


Lakeisha Shawntail Gillis aKa Shawn

My Heart Skips A Beat!!!

I met the love of my life on November 27, 2004 in Reddick, Florida. We have been together since off and on for 5 years., the love between us never seems to diminsh, If anyhting it lets us know how hard we fight to keep that bond and love strong. His name is Kijofa Teihan Alphonso Kirkland and I love this man! He is the TRUTH and it shall set you free!! I thirst for him every minute of the day and the only thing that will keep me away is death. He has been that sunshine on my cloudy dayz!! Gotta Love that Man!! Im not saying that relationships are perfect, because this relationship has been a test of wills, but I am still where my heart is and I am still giving that effort to make my relationship work. Mainly I am in a place where I am letting my heart speak for my mind, but my mind do play a major part in my LOVE. I am due to Love, but I am not due to Love a Lie!!

1st Year Blogging!!!!!!!!

Well Ive had this blog going for an entire year now, and I know I havent posted that much but It has been a great experience seeing how far along I have come on my blog, It just seems like yesterday I was bringing the Jennifer Hudson news and its like a year already, But I will continue to be real and gutter!! Do you need a Reality Check????????

Miss Lewinski AKA Nicki Minaj

Yeah I told yall I was coming back to give yall a lil bit about Nicki Minaj AKA Miss Lewinski AKA Barbie Bitch! She come from New York, she has that pre Lil Kim before she went commercial appeal to her. She is lyrically the hottest female out in the game right now!!! Im feeling dat "I Get Crazy" with Lil Wayne. I see Weezy is building his empire and he got a tight first string. Look how she bust it open in da picture!!

DRIZZY!!!!!

Man I tell you I have been feeling this artist since I was in rehab!! I Want DA Money!!! Drake is so next year that its ridiculous!! I love this guy and he is giving me lyrical orgasms!! He is stupid on the Mic and his metaphors are crazy!! I see why Lil Wayne signed him to Young Money he is the future of the Label and lets not talk about Ms. Lewinsky!!! Ill come back at yall fo dat!!

Family Ties!!!!

Well I went home to Valdosta, Georgia yesterday. My aunt Brenda Sue is in the hospital and She isnt doing too well. I seen my mom and most of my family and I feel good about my personal relationship with my family, when I got back to Gainesville there was trouble in paradise, Kijofa acting crazy but I was happy with my visit. I spent some quality time with my lil couzins and I had a blast. Shanavier, Danielle, Jaffe J, Sheree and Jamar, Sheree cooked and we drank I had to get on the road and I really didnt want to!!! I love my family to death even in times of sorrow you can alwayz feel the love of family


Jaffe J

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EXCUSED ABSENCE!!!

Well Yall I know I have been gone for a minute. I had tragedy in my family!! My Aunt was murdered by her boyfriend and I went Ape Shit!! I went bananas and shyt, wanted to kill the world and everything that is in it! I went on a drinking and drug binge that would have ended in my untimely death.. So my family and I decided it was time for me to go to REHAB!!! I learned alot of valuable tools while I was there and I havent taken a drink in the last 83 days, Im coming along, but as far as the other thing I am back in full effect!!!! My Drug of choice was alcohol!!! I am back and I will give yall the story surrounding my aunts murder later!!!

My Brothers B-Day da big 3-0!!

Well Its my oldest brothers 30th birthday and that means I am next in line, Boi sometimes I wonder what happened to the twenties, it seems as if they just flew by like a plane in the sky. My 10 year high school renunion just past a couple of weeks ago and Im like damn! I know one thing this earth and world is not waiting for me or noone else so if you aint got ya shit together by now I think it is time to start!! My brother unfortunately is incarcerated in the Florida Correctional system right now, but I do wanna give him all the birthday shoutouts that are possible. I love my brother to death. And I am my Brothers Keeper!!!! Happy Birthday Cho!!!!!